so i slept 3 hours and woke up at 9 to get ready for class, which i thought started at 10, and got there nice and early at 955 and looked inside only to see a random girl sitting where my friend usually sits.. so i just walked around a bit and came back only to see 3 random people sitting in my discussion room, but whatever i just walk in and sit down.. then i realize my discussion is at 11 and not 10.. which has been at 11 for the past 13 weeks.. but its all good i was feeling pretty dumb but pretty happy nonetheless. so i went home had breakfast and did qt and went to class at the right time like i should have..
then before studio i was feeling really anxious for some reason. i dont know why and it wasnt a good feeling.. but instead of being a cool kid and ditching, i came to studio and waited for my desk crit and when i finally talked to my professor it was the best talk ive had with him ever. all i could think about was how good God was and all my worries disappeared and so here i am sitting in studio feeling happy in the inside and smiling about nothing like a loser on the outside.
and ive been super clumsy lately and its pretty lame but maybe its God trying to humble me so its all good.
and im trying to show more love so if you catch me hating or being me feel free to call me out maybe itll help me.
but todays a good day
