so i got picked up and got into the middle seat in the back row of a friends van. and that seat was the money seat, the seat with the straight path to the windshield. and for some reason i didnt want to put on my seatbelt. as we were going i thought “what if we crash and i fly out through the windshield and die” and it made me wish i wasnt sitting in that seat. but i looked around and i realized i was the only one who was ready to sit in that seat. all my friends werent ready to die, maybe except 1 or 2 MAYBE. they all (except 1 or 2) dont know the saving grace of Jesus and dont have salvation. im pretty sure i was the only one in the car that had faith in God’s salvation. and it was quite a depressing realization. but God still has plans for us because were not dead yet. gotta have faith in His perfect plan and work for His glory. gotta shine His light.
i want to love without expecting to be loved back
i want to love so others can see the love ive been given by Him
i want to love to share the love i have
i want to love because i have love
i want to love like He loves
but im selfish.